The Kiss | Part 4
Mercury Retrograde is in effect this month. And officially kicking my cheeks.
Forgive me for posting Part 4 two days later than the blog series’ regular Wednesday.
(I spent half of the 4th of July holiday in the ER and the other half passed out fully clothed in a friend’s bed. A longgg story)
I’m hoping this chapter of The Kiss will make up for the tardiness…In fact, I know it will ๐ )
This week, we’re reading Part 4 from THE KISS, if you think you can take it.
If you haven’t read the first three parts of this friends to lovers romance, catch up now before reading this week’s chapter.
THE KISS BLOG NOVEL SERIES:
Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
And if you’re already caught up then you passed the unspoken test. YOU MAY PROCEED.
Today’s (uncorrected) Part 4 from this friends to lovers story picks up after Sophia invites an unsuspecting Kayla to a private party, thrown by the last person on earth she wants to see: Deacon.
KEEP READING to find out what happens when you mix:
โ๏ธ Lots of tequila
โ๏ธ A molotov cocktail
โ๏ธ Enough sexual tension to cut with a fork
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DEACON
โKev, do you think you can keep your kilt from dipping into the customersโ beers as they sit? Thanks.โ I turn. โNance?โ
โYeah, boss?โ
โAre we running out of ice? Didnโt we just order a bazillion fucking more bags?โ I check the inventory sheet, leaning back on the edge of my desk. The numbers blur in front of my eyes.
The noise from Sevin Smithโs party creates a chaotic cacophony less than fifty feet outside of my office doorway. The sounds of laughter and drinking glasses tinkling from tonightโs event is just what the doctor ordered.
But like any doctor visit, nerves are high, expectations are low, and you expect to end up naked on a table before itโs all said and done.
Iโm still hoping I can make it out of this night with a little dignity and most of my clothes. But I have my doubts.
โWeโve got enough ice for the cocktails,โ my main bartender Nancy responds, her small chin bobbing. โBut we might run out of cocktails if weโre not careful. Seems we missed a shipment or two of liquor. Our best whiskeys have magically disappeared or theyโre still stuck in a warehouse somewhere, practically sautรฉing in all this summer heat?โ
โSpeaking of heat,โ I glance up at Kevin, who pulls self-consciously at the end of his kilt. โWhatโs up with the A/C? Itโs acting as if itโs going in and out. Canโt have patrons sweating buckets into their Patrรณn now, can we?โ
โWho knows?โ Kev answers, his meaty shoulders shrugging as he leans against my office wall. โMaybe it could be a new cocktail. โBall-Sweat Brewโ?โ
He laughs until I drill him with an unblinking stare. He backpedals to the door of the office, a sheepish grin on his face.
โIโll go double-check that now, Deke.โ
โTriple-check.โ I nod. โBall-Sweat Brew wonโt be the new cocktail on the menu, if we can help it.โ
But I wonder if I can.
My office is uncomfortably hot, making the nerves-filled air hum with moisture and madness.
From the corner of my eye, I can see my profile in the silver plaque on the wallโthe one that reads โBest Beer on the Blockโ by NYC Magazine.ย The reflection can show my gray eyes, my dark hair, a peek of my tattoosโฆBut nothing else.
It canโt show the heartbeat that gallops like a fucking race horse beneath my white collared shirt. Or the worry digging a hole in the middle of my chest.
Itโs no use counting the seconds as I had when I was a child, but I do it anyway. Ticking down numbers in my head from ten, I squeeze my eyes shut, knowing I look nutsโknowing I would give my left testicle (or right) for tonight to go as perfectly as I planned.ย
For the nerves to stop. For the need to run as far away and as fast as my Tom Ford-covered feet can carry me to disappear in the wind along with this damned attention disorder thatโs been wreaking havoc on my life since I was nine.
But so far, so good.ย
My feet manage to stay planted as I open my eyes again, and I remind myself to feel proud that we havenโt served too many Ball-Sweat Brews yet. But the night is still young.
My gaze lifts back up to Nancy, whose patience seems infinite for my next order, the worry I just felt now visible in her own green eyes. I shake my head, hopefully knocking out the last traces of doubt in my glare. I narrow my stare.
โHowโs everything going out there with the party? Seriously, Nance?โ
โApart from the minor alcohol shortageโฆโ Her lips start to widen into a smile. โEverythingโs fantastic. Sevin hasnโt arrived yet, but when he does, youโll be the first to know.โ
โAwesome. Youโre free to go.โ She turns. โBut before you go, just want you to know that youโre doing a great job out there, Nance. You all are. I really mean it.โ
Her eyes are glistening when she glances back over her shoulder. โItโs been this way since you came to take over the barโฆ And I do mean that.โ And then she leaves.
The air goes out of the room with her.
I sigh, letting my head hang, wondering just how the hell Iโm going to make it through the night. Hell, I wonder how Iโm going to make it through the next however many years to come.
At least, until I can sell the bar.
Truth isโฆI never wanted to own a business. I never wanted to own anything.
And I didnโtโฆuntil the day a high-priced lawyer called me to New York to settle my dying stepfatherโs affairs as the only heir to his small fortune. A fortune I never wanted in the first place.
Especially when it was tied to a man I hated so much I couldnโt see straight.
I sigh, sinking against the corner of my office desk, thinking maybe seeing straight is exactly the problem.
I round the desk, reaching for the bottom drawer. Pulling out a bottle of Patron tequila and a small glass, I pour myself a shot of the clear liquid, knocking it back. Grimacing as the fiery drink slips down my throat, I squeeze the bottle back into the drawer, shutting it with a small slam.
With only ten steps to reach the door, I march out of my office and towards the back door to the bar. I exit, feeling the small effects of the liquor when my manager Kevin finds me on the edge of the room, my mouth agape, my eyesight expanding to take in every inch of the space now filled in with people.
Drinking. Laughing. Enjoying the liquor that my employees have served them.
The Alchemist is packed. Wall to wall.ย
The knot that had settled in my throat loosens by just a bit as Kevin claps a hand on my shoulder. That is, until my eyes accidentally scan across a head full of brown curls, and awarenessโsharp and painfulโshoves its way into my system, knocking the breath from my lungs.
I take a deep breath that feels full of liquid. I still canโt breathe.
โBoss?โ Kevโs face scrunches as he scrutinizes mine. โAre you alright?โ
I nod, squeezing his shoulder. โYeah, sure. Iโm fine.โ I glance over at him, eyes sweeping to his kilt. โAs long as youโre wearing underwear.โ
Kev nods. โI am.โ
โGood. Thatโll stave off my heart attack for another, ohโฆsixty seconds.โ My gaze goes back to the brown curls at the other end of the room. My heart squeezes and slams. โNow, if youโll excuse me for a secondโฆ I think I may have just seen a fucking ghost.โ I head into the thick of the crowd, tossing over my shoulder. โIf I donโt make it back, do me a favor?โ
โSure.โ
โBurn that kilt in my memory.โ My eyes pan down. โI just got a glimpse of something beneath it that no man should ever see.โ
Kev gives me a thumbs up high over his head. โWill do.โ
And I take off, my pulse playing the congas beneath my skin.
The tequila worked; I can barely see straight as I navigate towards the center of The Alchemistโs floor, my senses on high. The sight of this dark-haired woman walking across the floor has my body tighter than a drum, nostalgia slamming into me like a oncoming wave.
The thought of who that lush coffee-colored hair might belong to pushes at every ounce of sanity I have in me, and through the thick sea of people partying, drinking, dancing to a heart-thumping Lost Frequencies beat, the sound of my own footsteps are lost in the shuffle of the immutable music. A bass beats beneath my skin.
My dark hair, now slick with moisture, curls around the edge of my ears as I push, prod, plunge myself into the middle of the celebrating madness, the throngs of people lined body to body making me hotter aside from the heated summer air already doing a number on the heat under my collar.
Inhaling is a chore. The bar suffocates in the improperly air-conditioned room, and I suffocate with it, faces blurring before my eyes as the rich brown hair disappears around the corner.
I lose the dark-haired woman in the midst of the writhing, hip-wriggling crowd, and it is all I can do not to growl in silent frustration, not to lose what little control I have left.
What the hell am I thinking?
She canโt be Kayla.
My brainโwhat bits of it are leftโwhispers to its dumb, dick-driven owner that it canโt be her. Not in a millennium. Not in my wildest dreams.
Guiltย knocks on the door to consciousness, reminding me of the last six lonely months. Six months. Without a word from Kayla. Without a whisper of a care.
Relentlessly, my thoughts tap dance on my impatience, hissing in my ears.
You havenโt seen her in six months.
She never visits New York.
And if she didโฆyour arms would be the last place on Earth sheโd run intoโฆ
Especially since the last time she was in my arms, coming was exactly what Iโd so badly wanted her to do.
I blink, rationality reining me back in as I slow to a stop in the middle of the floor. I give up the chase.
Shoulders slumped, my skin slickening with beads of sweats, I turn back towards the bar, my thoughts drifting back to that tequila in my desk drawer when a flash of quick movement in the corner catches my eye.
Some flicker of lightโa camera flash, maybe?โblinks just outside one of the front window, and I stumble closer, curiosity pulling me to the spot.ย
What is that?
My brainโstubborn and still-stuck-on-the-brunette bastard that he isโtries to process the suddenly bright light, but not before my body feels the inexplicable heat.
A rush of furnace-like warmth hits my face and as I step towards the space where the glow burst before my eyes, my thoughts finally catch up to the rest of my senses, recognition slamming into my pelvis like a cannon ball.
But I canโt scream. Canโt speak. Canโt get even get the words out before the brightly-lit bottle comes hurtling towards the window, moving in slow motion, its glass surface spiraling in the air as it sails nearer.
I wave my hands. But nobody sees me.ย
Or maybe they canโt tell what the flailing means. A sort of panicked signal that signifies two very dangerous wordsโฆ
Molotov. Cocktail.
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